It's begun! I'm really excited now. I was on myspace and that was cool and all but this is so much better. I'm not sure if I'm really doing this right because you know I haven't really looked at anyone else's blogs, but really who the fuck cares, right. I am so excited to have a place to just rant and put up pictures and now I'm even thinking about getting some video up on here. Hell I have a camcorder. I feel like such a lame ass for not getting video of Kobe playing soccer. He scored 3 goals in his first ever soccer game. Yes it was at the park, me and kobe and another 10 year old neighborhood girl, against her two younger sisters and her auntie that played goalie. So it was perfect actually, really it was a milestone. The little girl probably about 5 or 6 on the opposite team was agressive enough and Kobe although he's a boy and he's 8 was panic sticken when she'd come charging toward him. After about 15 minutes Kobe finally realized he could play at their level and really got into it. Now I'm thinking about getting him signed up for a soccer team. The only thing that worries me is he won't be playing girls that are two years younger than him. We've tried to get him in sports before and he really hates it. He's very nervous about being embarrased or getting hurt. And if he sees blood, forget it, it's a psychological meltdown. We got him roller bades...no good, we got him a bike... he hates it, we got him a scateboard... I left it at the park intentionally for someone else to have it. He does love his xbox360, though. Despite all this, his performance at the park gives me a glimmer of hope. I have been going to the park playing soccer with Kobe every day for the last couple weeks and he really is getting better. He has no problem charging me and trying to kick the ball away from me. Now he just needs to be able to do that against strangers.